vanity and navel-gazing

And I’ll probably stay that way until I hear from the doctor. Feh.

Hopefully, I’ll know something within the next few days.

Soon. I’m picking up my films this week and taking them over to another radiologist recommended by a FOF. Hopefully, I’ll have this weight off my shoulders soon!

The new doctor says that with this new arthroscopic procedure (as opposed to the open procedure I had before), the ganglion won’t grow back. He’s going to be able to whack off the stalk that … Read more

I just have this bad bad feeling… like there’s something wrong with me. I can’t shake it. I’m going to get a second opinion on those boobie films.

But I have to go back next year to check a spot. Yuck. I’m glad I can defer that terror for the next 11 months or so.

At least, that had BETTER be what they tell me! Creepy boobie dream: Last night, I dreamt that i had razorblades for fingernails. And I dug into my left breast and eventually pulled out a … Read more

It took me four weeks to get the original screening. I’m trying not to be scared.

No shame in that. But I called the doctor’s office, and they want me to wait until I hear back from them before going back for another screening. I’ve got to stop crying nervously! I’m … Read more

Yuck. But it’s important to get that screening mammogram.