2002-10-07

 

I have been very low-energy lately. Very. I've just been draggin'. I don't have a good explanation as to why. I feel down - depressed, actually - but then when I have massive intake of stimulants... No, I'm not doing crank!! I'm just drinking too much coffee, and it's improving my mood immediately. I wonder if I'm depressed, which is making me lethargic, or if I'm lethargic, which is making me depressed. HAH! Diagram that sentence, why dontcha?

This weekend is a fine example of this. It was gorgeous all weekend, and what did I do? I stayed home. Inside. On Sunday, we walked up to do a little window shopping, but that's about it. I'm sleeping too much and moving too little, and perhaps that's one of the root causes of my mood. I don't think it's my diet, because I'm eating well, and I'm actively trying to stay hydrated. It was warm this weekend, too. Well over 80, but not up to 90. Now, that doesn't sound so warm until you consider that there's no air conditioning. None. Nada. Consequently, there's no escape save cool showers and lying under the fan.

I miss ceiling fans. We had them in most rooms in our house, and now we have none. Note to self: ceiling fans = good.

posted by bethanye 8:42:00 AM